My "planephobia"

I know what you may think:

No way, this girl is a traveler,

she may be used to take the plane.

The answer is No, absolutely not...!

This time I really need to share this here,

because I can't keep it like this anymore..!

I don't know why exactely, but

since I was a teenager, I use to feel

very very very bad in the plane.

I'm an anxious person, but in every day life, I can handle it...

But not in the plane. How bad? Well, my hands are wet and shaking,

I can't breathe normaly (even if I try so hard to apply

all the yoga and breathing exercises I know so well, and that normaly work...

On land only apparently).

It's a really irrational fear.

It's not that I'm afraid of a plane crash, no.

Because every time I talk

about this, people tell me the

unusefull speech about car crash and plane crash statisticals.

(come on guys, I don't want to finally land and

freak out to take a car!!!)

And the thing is, it's not this kind of fear.

It's a real uncomfortable feeling, I feel disoriented,

I think it's really close to claustrophobia:

I just want to get out this shitty thing...! :)

Well, even if I feel that bad, I still travel and still take the plane.

I never took any medicine for that,

I'm usually against all this kind of pills,

but I begin to wonder if I should try something

to make all my travels happier...

Well, thank you to all those who read

this to the end, lol and all your advices are very welcome :)